1 am thoughts.

I cannot fathom how easily someone can delete them from their life. Just a click of a button, and goodbye. All those months of happiness, of arguments over absolutely nothing, of laughing till we cried, and crying on things that were pretty pointless. How one could just easily forget all the skype conversations, all whatsapp memories, all the facebook comments. I fail to understand that. How could one forget ditching everyone else and feeling like you two knew each other better than anyone else. How on earth could one forget the feelings of warmth whenever they talked to each other.  How could one forget  the fact  that no matter what anyone said or did, they promised that they would always be together. How could one forget all the flattering paragraphs that gave you chills. How could one say goodbye so easily? I can't do that. I don't have strength to forget everything. And even though it hasn't ever happened with me before, I don't want it too. And if it ever did, I know one thing for sure. I will never ever forgive that someone for breaking my trust and heart together, just over some issue that doesn't  even matter. And I sure as hell don't deserve anyone who after months of  happiness, breaks my heart by asking me to forget them. I would cry, yes. But I would get over it. Because such people don't deserve my tears at all. And I hope that no matter how much we fight, the people I love never bother to leave me, because life won't be the same without them, and I don't want to live a life without them. Simple as that.

Dear boys.

Dear boys,

Styling your hair in the worst way possible, that is, making spikes, is a stupid idea. No sane girl would find it attractive in the slightest. So, if you're making such efforts to attract the dumb girls, by all means, go ahead. But you look horrible and hideous and no one is jealous of your so-called awesome hair. The thing is, styling hair is for girls only. Boys just look ridiculous while doing it, so don't bother. If anyone compliments your hair, they're lying. It does not look gorgeous, at all. They want you to continue making that hairstyle so people can make fun of you. And believe me, they do. That's all I wanted to say.

Yours,

Marwa who thinks that such boys are idiots. And weirdos.