Somethings just make you a bit more happier than usual. And its kind if weird y'know, because you didn't really expect to feel happy..rather, the complete opposite. But you do. I do. And I don't want it to end. Even if it means doing things I don't usually like, it makes me happy. It makes me laugh. It makes my day when I am feeling low. So just small token of appreciation for all the people I'm talking about, the crazy ones, the absolutely insane ones, the sweet ones and  of course, the people I consider my friends now. Thank you being making me laugh till my stomach hurts, you guys. This year has been amazing because of you. Don't know what I would do without you. ❤

Is it honestly that bad to have a certain trait which people don't generally have anymore? Is it honestly that annoying to be who you are? Do I HAVE to change, just because you want me to? Why can't I do anything I want to? Because you don't like it, or what? I don't get it. Why the hell should I? There's a reason why I am the way I am, there's a reason why I don't do stuff like most people to do. Call me different, ordianary or whayever, just freaking stop with the whole bashing thing. I am honestly sick and tired of it. I never asked you for your opinion. So what if I talk very little? So what if I prefer to be quiet instead of yelling like a freak ALL the time? So what if I tend to be comfortable with only a few people? I like who I am. Please stop making me hate myself. Maybe, yes, that might even be a flaw, but who the hell cares. Its not like I am here to impress people, they can go say whatever they want.  I think I have been made fun of enough times to make me realize that people are not worth it. They never will be. And you REALLY have to stay away from people who make you feel bad about yourself. Honestly, I don't think I have ever felt worse. Please, leave me alone.

Sudden feelings.

You know, there comes a certain point in life when you realize how shallow people can actually be, and how people are never really there for you. Not at all. And at that point, you feel horrible, terrible and other similar feelings but they'll eventually go away because you know that these people weren't actually people you needed. They'll only make you feel bad about yourself, the way you behave, the way you do certain things, and will occassionally point out your flaws like they're no big deal, but trust me, it hurts. And then you realize, dude, I know most of my flaws, you don't have to remind me.
There is a lot more to say, actually. But I don't know. It seems stupid. But suddenly, I don't want such people in my life anymore, which is surprising because I never thought I would say this. I don't know. Something might happen and I might realise that oh yeah, this was the reason why I liked them in the first place, and I might change my mind, but till then all I can do is nod my head and smile at what they continue to say. Because, hey, that's what you're supposed to do, right?

PS. I just realized what a boring life I have. Damn.
PPS. Happy New Year! Hoping for 2015 to be amazing.